Still hurts

I have no idea why, after a year. I would still have these feelings. More anger than love. I do not love her, i would never want her back.

But I thought that by now, i would have forgotten. But I still have not forgiven. Never will.

Love Sucks

I am sure she has a wonderful life, but I have not gotten over this.

1 year ago this week

It was 1 year ago this week when I sent Gina Ayers  and her children down to Anna Maria Island.  I spent so much money making sure that they had food and and extra money to spend.  I did what i thought i was supposed to do when you love someone very much.

I called every day to make sure that she was safe and ok, i worked hard to make sure that she had a home to come back to.

I did every that That you are supposed to do when you love someone very ,very much.

And she ended up meeting a guy down there, on the pier, and left me for him.