Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Sent from my EVO

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Monday, August 23, 2010

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Still hurts

I have no idea why, after a year. I would still have these feelings. More anger than love. I do not love her, i would never want her back.

But I thought that by now, i would have forgotten. But I still have not forgiven. Never will.

Love Sucks

I am sure she has a wonderful life, but I have not gotten over this.

1 year ago this week

It was 1 year ago this week when I sent Gina Ayers  and her children down to Anna Maria Island.  I spent so much money making sure that they had food and and extra money to spend.  I did what i thought i was supposed to do when you love someone very much.

I called every day to make sure that she was safe and ok, i worked hard to make sure that she had a home to come back to.

I did every that That you are supposed to do when you love someone very ,very much.

And she ended up meeting a guy down there, on the pier, and left me for him.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

[Sent from Google Voice] A Voicemail from Jeff The guy Gina Left me for

This is the original voice mail from the guy Gina Ayers left me for on the Vacation I paid for to Anna Maria Island
Jeff - Gina's Lover (941) 518-8581
8/8/09 7:05 AM
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Monday, June 14, 2010

Friki tiki

I'm here at the friki tiki. Remember when we used to come here? Still playing the same music. I can see u and playing pool
Sent from TheBlackBerry

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Anna

I fucking hate anna maria island
Sent from TheBlackBerry

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Married

Had a dream this morning. About austyn telling me u are getting married today. U better pray that I never find out b4 hand. I would will make such a scene. U put me thru 7 years of bull and I would love to ruin that day 4 u
Sent from TheBlackBerry

Friday, May 21, 2010

chuck asked me if I wanted to go to the Varsity club tonight for beers...fuck no i said, gina goes there after softball on Fridays..I do not want to see her.  He said he could get her kicked out of the bar...I hope he does

Sunday, May 09, 2010

To all the Mothers out there, Faux Mothers, and Mo Fo's...Happy Mothers Day

Monday, April 19, 2010

I am just so tired of this life. Every day I get more bad news. I am only so strong